Taking one day at a time...

Patience has never been my strong point. When I decide on something I tend to plan out how it must go / be done and then go right ahead and do it. I can even become a bit obsessed with one project and forget about everything else. Its a useful obsession if you are a journalist working to strict deadlines, but at other times, it just makes you feel frustrated with yourself.

Lately my energy levels were so low that it was impossible to feel this way. My body simply needed too much attention to let my brain focus in that way. Now, that capacity that has always been so useful from a study or work perspective is slowly coming back. There are days, like most of last week or today, where I can sit at my computer and just concentrate on one thing (the one week course I am giving this month) to the detriment of any other project or even day to day stuff. Still, I notice my natural energy levels don't quite live up to my focus. So things go slower, and take longer, than I'd like. Very frustrating, especially when I'd like to start seeing results in many areas of my life.

Trying to take it one day at a time and not let it get to me, but its not always easy. Like today. Just hope tomorrow will be better.

Same goes with my attempts to declutter and "green" my home and, overall, my life. I know the steps I should take but its taking longer than expected because there is so many different things I should do and I must choose just one thing at a time. Me, the Queen of multitasking, am stuck with waiting around for things beyond my control to change. Both within my body and in the outside world. I just hope I start solving things before it all gives me an ulcer!